Today has been a bad day overall, starting from morning training when I realized that my toe was too painful to move. Well so that day I slammed my toe into the intersection of 2 walls that were 90 degrees to each other, and my right small toe got hooked to the thing and the whole piece of nail was hanging there by a thread but I didn’t dare to pull it off even though it was disgusting. So I just left my toe to bleed and the nail is like jagged and coming off but if I pulled it off my toe would have no nail which would hurt even worse.
But that was just the beginning to a bad day at training. Apart from being off-form and unable to do even simple lobbing properly, I could barely run due to my toe and I ended up underperforming for every single match I played today.
I was just too disappointed with my last singles game. Not naming the opponent cuz gotta give her some respect. But I hope that there would be no more of such in the future because I will not accept it. Went to the field to emo after the game and for a moment I felt really suicidal. I will change what I can’t accept, and accept what I can’t change.
Emo-ed throughout training and left without even saying bye because I couldn’t even make myself do it. Left by the side gate but it was locked so I climbed over it and went to the bus stop anyway. A bunch of year 2 NCC boys jogged onto 174 and Yu Xuan caught me changing from training shoes into slippers and he called me a boss. Thanks I know I’m that champion. Trailed after the last NCC boy who boarded 174 before I boarded it. Don’t know why NCC is forever jogging long distances nowadays. Must be quite torturous.
Went to JP to treat myself to Shihlin’s XXXL chicken to cheer myself up from all the immense depression during training. After which saw Annying while walking to the bus interchange.
I ate on 154 because I was too hungry and seriously no one cares if you eat on buses anyway. Though you’re highly likely to get stomped if you do the same on MRTs.
Went home and did a vlog on how foreigners are denying the chances of Singaporeans. I mean seriously, it’s so common here that people are starting to think that it’s alright but it really isn’t alright. It’s affecting me too much so I needed to vent.
By the way, I might be using webcams more because the top advantage of using webcams to vlog is that the upload speed is super fast. In fact there’s no wait at all. You finish recording and basically it’s already there uploaded.
After the webcam I went to watch some more Paralympic games and then it was date-the-homework time. Finished the crystal vase factual recount and started on geog revision worksheet. I figured after I finish geog I’m practically done with written homework. But I still have the science papers to go through with myself because I simply refuse to do them all. Math that was just recently uploaded onto Dropbox added to my headache. But come on if you wanna leave the homework on Dropbox can you at least like tell us? Don’t just say nothing and give us the false hope that there’s no math homework but once we check Dropbox our hearts sink. And anyway, who checks Dropbox daily??
Yoghurt is good for losing fat, so eat more yoghurt people.
Also, nuts are good as well.
I need to re-train my abs because they’re getting less and less obvious already -.- Haiz
Children in Singapore have no “holiday” at all. Tell me what kind of a holiday is this man. With the HSK on Saturday? Are you even mad.
I will finish geog by today and hopefully art research on Pablo Picasso as well. Then will proceed to read the books borrowed at NLB yesterday. Somehow I’ve gotten attracted to the fiction books written by Singaporeans nowadays and I’m always going to the Singaporean fiction section. I love Goh Sin Tub’s One Singapore series. It’s so heartwarming yet interesting at the same time.
I think I’m PMS-ing a lot lately, I apologize to all my victims.
Sometimes the two of you may not realize it but when you two get overly hyper it’s really extremely annoying and I’m not even kidding. Can you two please stop it it is extremely unglam and disturbing to others too. You may not mind, but the others do. Please be more considerate.
Dad came home in the middle of work just to have his phone charged. He was left with 5% battery on his iPhone.
I wanna wish everyone to score well in EOYs and for the exempted people, congrats to you!
Now back to mugging.
Kiss me~ Kiss me~ Hug me~ Fill me with your warmth~
Stay strong 💙
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