Have I mentioned the hardest part of creating a blog post is always the title of the post.
It requires great summarization skill. Which I apparently suck at.
I really miss my carefree self, I miss primary school when the worst thing that could ever happen was to have your recess taken away by your teacher.
When a text message couldn’t ruin your mood straight away. When you never felt how painful it is to see someone once so close drift away. When feeling touched meant someone literally touched you. When crying was because your wound really hurt. When crying was because you scored 70 for math exam.
When you see that one guy and you weren’t scared of telling him you thought he was cute.
Why do we complicate things by our own? Why do we like to over think and create unnecessary trouble for ourself when we know we cannot handle the outcome? Always playing with fire but the fire burns you all the time.
Nowadays I keep waking up to find myself missing you so badly. That feeling when you like someone so much you can’t put your mind off him. Even during a very horrible math test which the whole cohort did pretty badly for. And then sometimes it gets so painful I just wanna lock myself in my room and cry into my blankets cuz that’s just how pathetic I am. Why must infatuation be this painful?
I worship successful people, especially when draw my life videos are so common on YouTube nowadays. All the celebrities led a rather sad life when they were young, but how are they so successful now? I admire their courage to overcome their fears, I admire how fearless they were.
Family issues. Recently I have really been getting into a lot of conflicts with my parents. And no matter how egoistic I am I really do hate arguing with my mum day and night. I wish she would understand me. If there’s no mutual trust between parents and their kids then this family can never be a happy one. The last time I genuinely was touched by my mum was….. I can’t remember, honestly. Maybe because I never bothered to count the good things they’ve done for me and I focus too much on the negative thoughts. I’m sorry I know I need to change and stop being so pessimistic.
Competition is almost ending, and it’s us against Nanyang again. Can’t history just change? We were so close to winning RGS. But they really wanted it more than us, it’s so obvious from the way they play. I have no comments on that.
Sometimes the person with the kindest heart has been through the worst. The person with the sweetest smile knows what is pain. The person you fell in love with not because of their looks, is the type of person you should fall for. Handsome/pretty is a bonus.
Omg I must really be pms-ing lately.
Don’t you worry don’t you worry child
Heaven’s got a plan for you
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