Boy I know you’re dangerous
You’re not the one I’m supposed to love
But this is more than just a crush, tonight
So I’m gonna tell my mama ’bout ya (Imma tell her, Imma tell her)
I’m gonna tell my mama ’bout ya (Imma tell her, Imma tell her)
I’m gonna tell my mama ’bout ya (Imma tell her, Imma tell her)
I swear Christina Grimmie’s “Tell my Mama” is so damn catchy.
I’m so glad there’s only one more paper left. Freedom is near.
Actually I have a confession to make : I like exam period because parents will give me lesser stress at home and be more understand. But then I hate studying for it and of course I dread results day.
And also CCA stops. But then I’m not exactly sure if that’s a good thing or not because for one thing I gained pretty much weight during this 1 month pause. I’m looking forward to being back on court though. And training is resuming pretty soon. Goodbye, my fats.
And then there’s something that I can’t seem to get off my mind : 2014
2013 to 2014 isn’t like 2011 to 2012 or 2012 to 2013.
I can’t believe 3 years pass so quickly, I’m not ready for last year in secondary school. Truth is, I’m afraid of JC. I’m afraid of ‘A’ Levels. And even though 2016 seems far away, time zooms by faster than any one of us can imagine. I’m scared to embrace the future. I’m scared something will happen. Please don’t. I wished time would stop.
Truth is that, everyday is a different day, everyday can be a miracle. Everyday is a challenge, big or small. Embrace everyday, face everyday bravely.
Life is too short to waste, live life to the fullest. But then I’m so scared of living life to the fullest because there are always gonna be setbacks that push me off the track and I don’t know how long I’ll take to get back on track again.
There’s something I hate about society, I hate how competitive people are, and how some will do anything to get what they want even if it means to cause great harm. Why? Why are so many innocent people harmed because of greed and desire? Why make this world such a dark place to live in?
I keep having nightmares and horrible visions nowadays, it’s so disturbing.
Maybe I could use some love. Love is so amazing.
Lately I’ve been in a terrible mood. Especially today, when something happened and blew me off my feet. Now I’m regretting it like hell but maybe rash choices are made to teach us a lesson. And maybe I’ll grow up to become a better person by learning from the mistakes I made.
Nobody walks a completely peaceful path in life, storms and winds will blow.
I hope you’re okay.
I hope I’m okay.
And I’m sorry for this post. I know it’s horrible.
Maybe I just needed a little ranting space where no one would judge me.
I hate being in a terrible mood, it’s like something dark just completely engulfs you and the feeling sucks.
I hope everything will be better soon.
Until then, maybe one day a miracle will happen.
Or will it be a tragedy?
I hate how life is so unpredictable.
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