I’d be lying if I said I was okay;
Lying if I said I wasn’t hurt.
Lying if I claimed nothing was wrong;
When everything just came crashing down.
I’d be smiling in a streak of pain;
Forcing back those tears.
I’d never wished any worse than now;
To just disappear for a while.
I’d be dying to be heard over my pain;
Nobody wants to listen to me anyway.
I’d be bleeding inside out;
Covered up by my warrior of a smile.
Nobody knows;
Why should they know?
Nobody cares;
I don’t want anyone to understand.
Slowly I will;
Surely I feel.
One day will be the last of me;
None of you knew.
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