For all these weird dreams. Not just any type of weird, but weird recurring dreams.
I don’t understand why I dream these dreams, but if I can go on dreaming the same dream an entire week consecutively during every single possible shut-eye I take, then it must be telling me something. It must be telling me something I don’t know, or something I don’t want to know. I can’t understand why.
And there’s always him, and her. There’s always us in some all too familiar setting that sends chills down my spine every single time I wake up. I’ve googled the dream dictionary but I didn’t find anything convincing.
So what exactly is it that my dreams are trying to tell me? What is my subconscious mind trying to warn my conscious mind?
Every dream has a meaning behind it, every dream serves as a reminder for something. Recurring dreams in particular, serves as a very strong reminder for something urgent. People usually forget their dreams, but recurring dreams make it impossible to forget.
So tell me, what is it that I know, but I don’t? Clearly, my subconsciousness is trying to tell me something I am not conscious of.
Then in that sense, does it make every single one of us bipolar? Are there 2 different souls living inside us, each knowing something the other doesn’t? And if so, what is it that the other can’t know?
My dreams are driving me crazy at night, waking up drowned in a pool of my own sweat in the morning. Heavy panting in the middle of the night, but I would wake up and start the next day scarred but unable to speak a word about it. It’s like I forgot about it, but it’s somewhere trapped deep in my mind where I can’t dig it out. I know I have it, but I don’t know how to say it.
The worst thing is, I can’t explain it.
I demand an explanation.
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