But don’t you see, it’s got nothing to do with your physical existence that leaves an impact on me.
The moonlit sky at night and the first morning rays are all it takes to reopen all of the wounds I’ve been wanting to hide from you. All the lies I’ve told to cover up for a promise I once made no longer matters because I’ve exposed them all unintentionally anyway.
The letter at the corner of my room is rotting, and keep on rotting it shall. Take away all of my faded memories even when they threaten to take my identity away from me. I have lost this battle with myself, again, but I no longer feel any pain.
Perhaps, this was what I expected. Arguably, even what I wanted. But even if it kills me, I’ll tattoo your last words into my veins and poison myself with the lost hopes of earlier days.
My apologies come in incoherent waves and my colours spill everywhere and all over the place.
Tonight, I’ll unlock the chains that kept my mind at bay.
Run, run away and be free.
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