Play with fire

darling,
 –
you know that I like to play with fire,
the redder, the hotter – the better
you know that I am not afraid to lose
through it all I probably won’t even remember.
 –
you know that I am a risk taker
jumping off ten feet off a ladder and
almost breaking my left foot just to show you
that life to me, really didn’t matter.
 –
you hurt me in every single way possible
your words create a firestorm
your coldness capable of causing frostbite
but stupidly for you I trudged on.
 –
I know this will end up ugly
I know you will break me down
I know you are going to kill me but
at least I hope I die in your arms.